by Robyn

When a woman heals the breaks in her circle of
wholeness, she also heals her path to power.
The shield and the drum are both ancient instruments
of transformation and healing.
They are also both instruments of war.
The shield is more than a weapon of defense. Some
Native American
spiritualities make use of the shield as amirror onto
the Self. Mirrors are important tools of transformation, because theact
of creating a concrete reflection of ourselves allows us to see what we
haven't
seen before, and therefore to realize parts of ourselves
that we haven't known before. As
many an incest survivor has reported, doing the work of healing the traumauncovers
among other things rage, grieving, sadness, shame, and ravaging pain.
The same action quite
often also recovers strenth and energy, important componants ofpower.
Many considerations must be taken before embarking
on a path to reclaim
trauma. This must be done in an atmosphere of safety
and trust, with someone wise and compassionate
and knowing in the ways of painful journeys.
However, the act of reclaiming parts of the self is
an ancient practice, and ways of medicine that
heal the heart, mind and soul are found the world over.
There are many paths to healing. Many of the most ancient
methods of
reclaiming the Self are simple but effective actions
that change perception for a time. Changes
in perspective, in our personal vision of the world and especially ofourselves,
act as catalysts that "shake up" our beliefs and ideas. In that sacredplace
of transformation, mending can begin; the first step on the path to powerbegins
like any other journey, with the first hesitant step.
Many women writers have been an inspiration to me.
Like many others, I have
had no tough, wise Grandmothers. My Grandmothers had
no sacred wisdom to pass on to me, unless it
is sacred wisdom to "marry a nice boy with money and do
what he says,". My ancestors, as I see them, were programmed by a societythat
only a few generations earlier would have had them tortured and burnedalive
for speaking out against their owners, their husbands.
I began reading authors like Starhawk and Clarissa
Pinkola Estes and Lynn V. Andrews, women who's
journeys made sense to me, who's wisdom was useful to me,
who were asking more of themselves and the world, as I was. I began toseek
out other women who felt the same way I did, who felt the sacred powerwithin
themselves,a power that would no longer be contained by someone else'sidea
of who we are "supposed" to be.
With this page we hope to connect with many women and
their own healing journeys, as they wish to
share them.
I will use text quoted from some wonderful authors
and share my own expirience in using the metirial,
as well as other women's expirience with the metirial, and submit
it for your consideration, hoping that you might in turn reply with wisdomof
your own.
It is very important to us that these shared exersizes
be no-cost, or very low-cost.
Healing, enlightenments, all the things that we can
share to help ourselves and each other, should
never be restricted to income, any more than it should be restricted
to faith or background. It is time for all women to get on with the work
of healing ourselves, healing our people, healing
Mother Earth herself. Time's a-wastin'.
"We are the only ones who can heal ourselves, sometimes
woth assistance,
sometimes not. Trust yourself. Listen to your own
voice."
Agnes Whistling Elk
From "Jaguar Woman"
by Lynn V. Andrews
Have you ever listened to sounds inside yourself? Many
ancient and modern shamans practiced the simple
exersize of listening inside, to tones or sounds inside
your own mind and heart. The time to explore this is NOT when you aredriving
a vehicle or even when walking down a street. A good warrior is stealthyand
alert, and knows when to find a safe, quiet place that's appropriate.
It can be a very pleasing sensation, just to listen
for sounds happening inside yourself. It is
not necessary to perform any ritual, and it is not particularlydifficult.
I had some nice visuals result from this, and even some nice audio,although
sometimes it turned out to be gas. Just sit quietly and listen to yourself.
It doesn't even take very long, and if you try to
hard, just as when you try too hard at anything,
it only results in a headache.
It is a small act, an easy one, and serves to remove
you, if only breifly, from what some medicine
people call "slavery to the frontal lobe". It is not so much ameditation
as a moment to listen inside.......
Let us know what you discover! If you find something useful, pass it on!
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